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2006-11-30T11:23:00.000-08:00

here i am in da school com lab surfing da net. no lesson till 1pm. well, didn't get any sleep at all since yst nite. cant put myself to sleep. hais~ and now i'm so sleepy.yawnz~ dun tink i'm going to work today. i need some rest!! i'm not a robot!! hmmms~ its been days since i last update. now i got nth to type. my brain not functioning well today. wads going on with me!!??? my sis went for da outward bound singapore[OBS] for 5days. and for this 5days i'm da queen of da room. but its lonely u noe. very bored and lonely. no one to chat with and no one to be my listening ear. sians ah. anyway exams round da corner. on da 4th and 5th dec. tried working hard. just trying. hope i can get a 'A'. not too much la. already failed ma BSA. was doing da exams halfway and i gave up. i dun even know a single thing at all!! tats worst!! haha. hmmms~ tink tats all for today ba..

2006-11-25T17:36:00.000-08:00

hmmmm..
long time nvr go sch, long time nvr update. i'm very very lazy nowadays. not only sch lesson, even work i oso lazy to go. all i ne is only slp slp slp. slp damn late lor. den nxt morning cant wake up. wonder wad da hell is going on with me. well, n for dex, kenneth n who eva like to disturb me because of jason. i dun mind. but neither me nor jason really feel good. can say sort of shy shy la. haha. i'm not angry nor mad at u all la. just maybe act normal ok. and now i dunno a whose hse using his laptop. boringz! hmmm maybe tats all for today. got chance got time den i update again..

2006-11-17T01:35:00.000-08:00

hais~ boring. now at dex's hse doing POT. ask ma frenz help me copy. hahas. good rites!!. hmmm~kenneth, ah pi, jason n ME!! holiday inn!! hahas~ tml BSA exam. but not going for da paper cuz i dunno anything. so going to wait for retake!! hmmm~ wan retake sure got partner la. kengyong oso not going. both of us always slacking duing da lesson. hmmm~ got to get back to do ma work.. tats all for today. short Post better than no post.

bbye~ missing you!!!

2006-11-15T15:38:00.000-08:00

wow~ lazy to update. hahas. BSA lesson n yet i'm doing nth. wanna get a 'A' for dis subject? well, dream on. like wad my darling cheryl say to teacher: "cher! lets fail dis subject." and said to LAM LL : "SHUTUP BITCH!!" omg !cant belief it! actually she was saying to ricky but was facing da teacher. hahas. most of us are lost and slacking. but no one care. the best ting is tat i dun even noe a single ting!! and all i noe is just to blog blog blog during this lesson. really super duper sians~ and for today, short post!!!
haha.. bbye.. i miss u darling~ j#*O*~ muackks~

2006-11-11T22:17:00.000-08:00

hmmms, guess where i am?? haha. weekend updating ma blog. very weird wors!! well, i'm now at dex home. nth to do so update. went to sentosa just now for a event. bored, fun n bored. but got to make new friends. hahas. nice pple. cool n entertaining. but i'm still da youngest there. wad to do. hahas. well, weekend i seldom go out but for today, didnt really enjoy maself. slacking all da way. monday is another holiday for me. but got to work. n dun get to eat ma nice food at school's new restaurant. but hope to have a taste of it soon. i'm missing those luff-terz of ma SHEMLEz gang. especailly from RICKY LIOW TECK LEE!! hahas~ opps! dun scold me alrites! hahas!! today lazy look for song of ma day. so update a longer post!! well, long enuff already!!

tats all for today!!

miss all ma friends!! mwarkss

2006-11-10T10:35:00.000-08:00

hais~ never get to eat nice food yst. hmmm~we postponed to monday. but i dun tink we are going. cause lesson end at 1pm. the place is small and heard its always full house!! need to make a reservation soon. well, once again, boring. BSA lesson!! blogging n surf da net. am i going on like tat? tats not da usual me. hais~ wad to do?? alot of stuffs not done. my POT!!! hais~

SONG OF DA DAY!!!

Another head hangs lowly, child is slowly taken
And the violence caused such silence
Who are we mistaken

But you see it's not me, it's not my family In your head, in your head, they are fighting
With their tanks, and their bombs
And their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head they are cryin'
In your head, in your head, Zombie, Zombie
In your head, what's in your head Zombie

Another mother's breaking heart is taking over
When the violence causes silence
We must be mistaken

It's the same old theme since 1916
In your head, in your head they're still fightin'
With their tanks, and their bombs
And their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head they are dyin'

In your head, in your head, Zombie, Zombie
In your head, what's in your head Zombie

hmmms~msg ber~ yst. he said tings over his side is not tat bad now. hahas. hope everyting is going fine. missing him~

tats all for today! hahas.
bbye~ LOVES!

2006-11-09T10:55:00.000-08:00

cool, guess what?? the SHEMALEz gang attendance is great today. all are here. hahahas. today we going to have something special for lunch. hahahas. our school new reataurant. quite nice and comfortable place. fine dining as well. selling sort of italian or western food. must try out hahahas. sianz. BSA lesson going on but i'm here blogging all da way. hahahas. cuz i dunno wads going on till now. go com lab only blog! blog! blog! hahahas. LAME!! well. really a boring lesson having a blur teacher. oppps*. i'm bored!! no one is here to entertain me!! where is dexter?? bored bored bored!! bored to death!!! hmmms.. hmmmm..

SONG OF THE DAY!!

When this began

I had nothing to say

And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me

I was confused

And I let it all out to find/That I'm

Not the only person with these things in mind

Inside of me

But all the vacancy the words revealed

Is the only real thing that

I've got left to feel

Nothing to lose

Just stuck/Hollow and alone

And the fault is my own

I want to heal

I want to feel

What I thought was never real

I want to let go of the pain I've held so long

[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]

I want to heal

I want to feel

Like I'm close to something real

I want to find something I've wanted all along

Somewhere I Belong

And I've got nothing to say

I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face

I was confused

Looking everywhere/Only to fin that it's

Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind

So what am I

What do I have but negativity

'Cause I can't justify the

Way everyone is looking at meNothing to lose

Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone

And the fault is my own

The fault is my own

I will never know

Myself until I do this on my own

And I will never feel

Anything else until my wounds are healed

I will never beAnything 'til I break away from me

And I will break awayI'll find myself today

I want to heal

I want to feel like I'm

Somewhere I belong

hmmms. this is ber~'s fave song..

i know, i'm missing him..

2006-11-08T09:20:00.000-08:00

wake up late today but reach sch early..
cool ritez? hahahaha..
ricky liow n cheryl in sch already..
where are da restz???

yst nvr come sch..
sure missed out loads of fun..
hmmmmmmmm~
i did wake up..
but late~
mentally awake~
physically in ma wonderland~
hahahahaha~

hmmmm~
wad to update for today???
nth special~
sianZ~
i dun want to tink already!!!!

bbye~mwarksssss~

2006-11-06T12:51:00.000-08:00

hmmmmmmm~

cool, candy got her blog..
and its been a long time since i last update..
well, not very long but still long to me..
hahahas~ lames~

wad to type lehs????

well, i'm always late for school nowadays..
lazy all da time..
changed alot man!!
and getting fatter as well..
sians!

saw ma frens at canteen,
i saw and walk towards them..
guess wad??
they ask me how come i getting fatter..
OMG!!!
not one of ma fren who asked,
but da whole group!!
its rather shaggg!!!
izzit true???
haiz~
i'm going on diet soon!!
hahahas~

went to check ma weight..
its only 47kg!!!
very fat mehs!!!!!!

hmmmm~
and for ber's situation,
problems still going on..
haven been contacting since!!!
fine, i wait to c him soon..
miss missing~~

hey, WHERE IS RICKY??????
where da hell is he.?
online but not in school!!!
wad da heck!!!

hahahahas~
maybe tats all for today..
going to VIVO CITY later..
with ma best bro<dexter>, ken n rachel..

bye bye~
take care ya>>>
SHEMALES RWARKZ!!!!

2006-11-02T11:02:00.000-08:00

hais~ super sian..
having lesson but not listening..
all e way blogging n internet stuffs~
very steam~
damn sleepy~
yawnz~

hmmms~
yst when to ITE simei for a career fair~
da sch was super BIG super NICE lo~
but one thing~
DAMN FAR!!~
met up with kevin & kelvin~
saw them n realise kevin getting bigger~
so big size n BLACK!!! hahahas~
so many pple there~
so many different campus studentz~
tot of "washing ma eyes" there~
hahahaahaa~

was damn tired yst~
otw back from simei took train n NO SITS AVAILABLE!!!!~
stand all e way to jurong!!~
leg so damn pain lo~`
haiZZZZZzzzz~

didnt even receive ber~'s msg yst~
seems lyk his stuffs are not done yet~
but, WAD TO DO!!!!~
who noes if he's lying~~~
hais~
forget bout it lo~

no mood to continue type alreadyz~

takkairez all ma frens~

2006-11-01T09:18:00.000-08:00

hmmm~ first thing in the morning i want to say....
RICKY is back to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahhas~

sianzz~ sianz~~~

yst went out wid dex, ken n one of his fren..
went to holland v coffee bean to study..
and da expected ting is tat we cant concentrate!!
talk n laugh all da way.. hahahaha
the presence of DEXTER!!! hahaha
joking la bro! hahaha
talking abt having own business.
investing.
n money!! hahaha

hmmm ,quite fun yst.
n i send ber~ a super long msg!
i'm under pressure yst! fcuking stressed up!
hais~ dun wan to talk abt it anymore! hmmmm~

tats all for today~ shagg!

2006-10-30T16:49:00.000-08:00

again, da lame tk update blog aku!!!
hahahahas~ mls mls~
dunno wad to type lehs..

hmmms~
its been long time since i met bernard..
he's currently sort of under pressure of his family stuffs,
work n studies..
we still keep in contact but we nvr meet up..
so shagg..

anyway~ one life, live it!
life still goes on.. hahas
he's old enuff to handle his stuffs..
so... not much worries.. wahahahahahas

one more ting, me and asraf noe so call ok le..
wonder wad will happen next!!!

well, tats all for today!!!
gonna slack throughout the lesson again..........

2006-10-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

wow, long time nvr update lo...

ok start frm monday 23 oct:

cool, i remembered i did not get any sleep yst(22 oct).
simply bcuz i dun wanna be late for sch.. haha.
good gerl ritez.. hmmm.. lesson till 1 pm..

tuesday 24 oct:

selamat hari raya to my malay frenss..
went out wid ma bro, dex, ken, shawn, kim n rachel..
went to ikea n off to dex hse..
at nite go eat n back home..
suppose to go for wedding dinner but, haha, out wid frenzz.

wednesday 25 oct:

same as monday.. but onli slept for half an hour den go to sch already..
but till lunch i make ma way home..
cuz got to work after tat.
hmmm whole day farking steam.. haha..

and today.......

now BSA..
doing nth.. cuz cant catch up..
too bad.. so lazy le.....
sianz..
ok, today SHEMALE gang all here..
oh ya! where's candy???
hmmmm.. one not here le..
attendance not full..

i tink tats all.. tats all for today..

seems like i'm missing "someone"..
hahahahahahaha!!!!

2006-10-20T10:23:00.000-07:00

i'm late for skool today!!!
now i blur teacher's lesson again..
hmmm.. still feel very steam..
yaWWWWWnnns!!!

candy is back to skool..
wait wait wait..
where's RICKY?? FISHY?? KEN??.. MIA???
hmmm.. must be still slping..

wow.. now whole class only gerlz..
where have those boyz been??
hmmmm..
after all gerlz lyk "ME" are still da best..
wahahahahahaha!!

well maybe tats all for today..
happy deepavali eve!!!
hahas~

bye bye~

2006-10-19T11:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. sian sian sians~
BSA lesson again..
da blur teacher make my "lao da" angry lehs..
wad a scene... humph~

yst me cabot skool.. hahahahas..
cuz cant wake up..
one day nvr come sch wont die ritez??
i'm a good gerl wors..
finish doing my work b4 i go blogging..
today mood not so bad..
though still slpy steam steam~

where's ma sweet hartz????
i'm missing u baby~

tatz all for today... mWarkZ!

2006-10-17T17:41:00.000-07:00

BSA lesson again..
blur blur teacher VIVAIN CHAN!!! hahas..
only slept for 1 n da half hours yst nitee..
cant slp.. tried to think of da path to my wonderland..
but failed!!! haiss
almost late for skool today..

wheres RICKY?? KEN?? n CANDY??
hmmms.. MIA le... sianz~

is this all for today?
i guess so..
got nth to update..
welllll,
i'm tired..
gonna drift away to my wonderland soon.

nitez chris!!!

2006-10-16T19:54:00.000-07:00

i'm back to school today after 3 weeks of holidays slacking.. no time n lazy to update.. so troublesome... hais~`~ other than slacking throughout i did went out with ma swit hart BERNARD.. he's damn cutez.. and after all nothing but SLACK!! everyday oso so boring, really nothing to do.. holidays are over.. been missing my SHEMALE gang members.. everyone came but WHERE IS THE LEADER???????? RICKY!!!!!!!! sick? or no presents for us den dun dare come to school to face us??? hahahahahas.. well, maybe tats all for today.. I'M LAZY TO TYPE!!!

2006-09-21T13:24:00.000-07:00

pHewwz, now feeling so full after 2.5 slices of PIZZA... hmmm.. my teacher, MRS LAM LL treat us a total of 6 medium pizza shared among da whole class.. MRS LAM, u RWARKZ.. lOve u.. hahaz.. and she specailly book aircon room of us.. so sweet.. now in SR# again.. cool, come here only do blogging, surf net n bla bla bla.. well, didnt receive "SWEETZ" msg yst nite till dis morning.. tk tahu asl ngan dier.. slalu mcm gitu.. hais.. tink too much oso no use.. n juz nw tat ASRAF msg me telling me tat his sis is getting married soon.. n told me i'm invited.. hmmm.. dunno whether i'm going.. godZ.. wad a boring day again.. sianz.. today every member of the shemale gang came to skool.. wanna noe why?? today got common test.. hahas.. i anyhow do.. well, tats all..

2006-09-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

hmmmms.. now in SR3.. well, ma talkative darling CYNTHIA'S bday coming already.. and i can meet yup with her bro "GEORGE".. he had been wait forward to meet me.. i suppose.. heheees.. my little sweethart "EKA" is not happy today.. she used to smile at me.. but today seems so moody.. wads wrong with her and ADI?? must be tat adi do something tat make her so unhappy.. i'm going to beat him up tody.. my baobei sis cheryl is sick today.. not in school.. get well soon dear..and where is CANDY??? haven seen her for days... ..... .... .... opps, speak of da angle!! she's here... heheess...

2006-09-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

sianz.. no BSA lesson again.. neway, RICKY is back.. but where are da rest?? where were they?? FISHY, CORINNA, CHERYL, CANDY...... KEN?????? sianz laaa... wow, got to see how ma amin look like.. matured looking, hensem...cool.. hahas.. yst RICKY n KEN were not with us.. n we gerlz went crazy during lunch outside skool.. its been really long time since we went crazy like yst.. it was really fun.. keep up tat attitude gerlz.. love all of u.. mWarkkss!!

2006-09-18T08:30:00.000-07:00

hmmms, early in da morning 8.26am.. in com lab to blog n surf net.. by rite i dun have to come cuz i've finish doing da stupid BSA project..but rather than smoking outside might well stay in com lab enjoy aircon n chat chat.. so boring.. first person to reach claz.. wad a good gerl.. hahahahaha.. got a FUCKING tough FIGHT with tat IDIOTIC ASRAF!!! he told me that he wanted to bad mouth of me infort of his frenz. n i told him to go ahead.. WTH! acting like a girl.. haiz.. tink back dara aku naik siol!! spoil ma mood..!! tats all for today..haiz..

2006-09-17T01:04:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm. its another boring day.. everyday only want blogging.. our shemale gang leader MR LIOW TECK LEE RICKY went hong kong yst. ask him buy me present but he say tings there very ex.. WTH!!! haha.. anyway take care RICK !!! i'll miss u. better come back for lesson wors.. tml its another monday again.. MONDAY BLUEZ!! i make sure i wear my BLUE contact lenses !! hahahahaha!!!

2006-09-14T17:18:00.000-07:00

reach skool already and now is 8.15am.. now in smart room was suppose 6to do my project but i'm lazy.. cheryl, fishy, corinna, candy and RICKY LIOW TECK LEE not yet reach skool.. hmmmms, yst was suppose to go out with amin bur last min tings got croped up and we cancelled da plan.. it was rather sad but wad to do lehs..hmmms, boring.. i'm all alone........

2006-09-13T19:28:00.000-07:00

now in lab, no bsa lesson.. i'm missing him.. haven see him for quite lot of days already..hmmm. going out with amin today.. first meeting.. hahahaha.. i miss da dragon boat da day i went with ma skool mates, class mates n lst but not least ma SHEMALE gang.. wow, love them lots.. they make me smile, laugh n go crazy everyday.. love all of u guys.. mWarks!!!

2006-09-12T14:21:00.000-07:00

cool, heres ma new blog.. finally created. went for dragon boating today..it was fun, but da STUPID instructor keep asking me to shout.. i got no more energy already still ask me to shout.. feel lyk SMACKING HIS FACE lehs..