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Thursday, November 30, 2006

here i am in da school com lab surfing da net. no lesson till 1pm. well, didn't get any sleep at all since yst nite. cant put myself to sleep. hais~ and now i'm so sleepy.yawnz~ dun tink i'm going to work today. i need some rest!! i'm not a robot!! hmmms~ its been days since i last update. now i got nth to type. my brain not functioning well today. wads going on with me!!??? my sis went for da outward bound singapore[OBS] for 5days. and for this 5days i'm da queen of da room. but its lonely u noe. very bored and lonely. no one to chat with and no one to be my listening ear. sians ah. anyway exams round da corner. on da 4th and 5th dec. tried working hard. just trying. hope i can get a 'A'. not too much la. already failed ma BSA. was doing da exams halfway and i gave up. i dun even know a single thing at all!! tats worst!! haha. hmmms~ tink tats all for today ba..

melt da frozen hart of mine;

Saturday, November 25, 2006

hmmmm..
long time nvr go sch, long time nvr update. i'm very very lazy nowadays. not only sch lesson, even work i oso lazy to go. all i ne is only slp slp slp. slp damn late lor. den nxt morning cant wake up. wonder wad da hell is going on with me. well, n for dex, kenneth n who eva like to disturb me because of jason. i dun mind. but neither me nor jason really feel good. can say sort of shy shy la. haha. i'm not angry nor mad at u all la. just maybe act normal ok. and now i dunno a whose hse using his laptop. boringz! hmmm maybe tats all for today. got chance got time den i update again..

melt da frozen hart of mine;

Friday, November 17, 2006

hais~ boring. now at dex's hse doing POT. ask ma frenz help me copy. hahas. good rites!!. hmmm~kenneth, ah pi, jason n ME!! holiday inn!! hahas~ tml BSA exam. but not going for da paper cuz i dunno anything. so going to wait for retake!! hmmm~ wan retake sure got partner la. kengyong oso not going. both of us always slacking duing da lesson. hmmm~ got to get back to do ma work.. tats all for today. short Post better than no post.

bbye~ missing you!!!

melt da frozen hart of mine;

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

wow~ lazy to update. hahas. BSA lesson n yet i'm doing nth. wanna get a 'A' for dis subject? well, dream on. like wad my darling cheryl say to teacher: "cher! lets fail dis subject." and said to LAM LL : "SHUTUP BITCH!!" omg !cant belief it! actually she was saying to ricky but was facing da teacher. hahas. most of us are lost and slacking. but no one care. the best ting is tat i dun even noe a single ting!! and all i noe is just to blog blog blog during this lesson. really super duper sians~ and for today, short post!!!
haha.. bbye.. i miss u darling~ j#*O*~ muackks~

melt da frozen hart of mine;

Saturday, November 11, 2006

hmmms, guess where i am?? haha. weekend updating ma blog. very weird wors!! well, i'm now at dex home. nth to do so update. went to sentosa just now for a event. bored, fun n bored. but got to make new friends. hahas. nice pple. cool n entertaining. but i'm still da youngest there. wad to do. hahas. well, weekend i seldom go out but for today, didnt really enjoy maself. slacking all da way. monday is another holiday for me. but got to work. n dun get to eat ma nice food at school's new restaurant. but hope to have a taste of it soon. i'm missing those luff-terz of ma SHEMLEz gang. especailly from RICKY LIOW TECK LEE!! hahas~ opps! dun scold me alrites! hahas!! today lazy look for song of ma day. so update a longer post!! well, long enuff already!!

tats all for today!!

miss all ma friends!! mwarkss

melt da frozen hart of mine;

Friday, November 10, 2006

hais~ never get to eat nice food yst. hmmm~we postponed to monday. but i dun tink we are going. cause lesson end at 1pm. the place is small and heard its always full house!! need to make a reservation soon. well, once again, boring. BSA lesson!! blogging n surf da net. am i going on like tat? tats not da usual me. hais~ wad to do?? alot of stuffs not done. my POT!!! hais~

SONG OF DA DAY!!!

Another head hangs lowly, child is slowly taken
And the violence caused such silence
Who are we mistaken

But you see it's not me, it's not my family In your head, in your head, they are fighting
With their tanks, and their bombs
And their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head they are cryin'
In your head, in your head, Zombie, Zombie
In your head, what's in your head Zombie

Another mother's breaking heart is taking over
When the violence causes silence
We must be mistaken

It's the same old theme since 1916
In your head, in your head they're still fightin'
With their tanks, and their bombs
And their bombs, and their guns
In your head, in your head they are dyin'

In your head, in your head, Zombie, Zombie
In your head, what's in your head Zombie

hmmms~msg ber~ yst. he said tings over his side is not tat bad now. hahas. hope everyting is going fine. missing him~

tats all for today! hahas.
bbye~ LOVES!

melt da frozen hart of mine;

Thursday, November 09, 2006

cool, guess what?? the SHEMALEz gang attendance is great today. all are here. hahahas. today we going to have something special for lunch. hahahas. our school new reataurant. quite nice and comfortable place. fine dining as well. selling sort of italian or western food. must try out hahahas. sianz. BSA lesson going on but i'm here blogging all da way. hahahas. cuz i dunno wads going on till now. go com lab only blog! blog! blog! hahahas. LAME!! well. really a boring lesson having a blur teacher. oppps*. i'm bored!! no one is here to entertain me!! where is dexter?? bored bored bored!! bored to death!!! hmmms.. hmmmm..

SONG OF THE DAY!!

When this began

I had nothing to say

And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me

I was confused

And I let it all out to find/That I'm

Not the only person with these things in mind

Inside of me

But all the vacancy the words revealed

Is the only real thing that

I've got left to feel

Nothing to lose

Just stuck/Hollow and alone

And the fault is my own

I want to heal

I want to feel

What I thought was never real

I want to let go of the pain I've held so long

[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]

I want to heal

I want to feel

Like I'm close to something real

I want to find something I've wanted all along

Somewhere I Belong

And I've got nothing to say

I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face

I was confused

Looking everywhere/Only to fin that it's

Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind

So what am I

What do I have but negativity

'Cause I can't justify the

Way everyone is looking at meNothing to lose

Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone

And the fault is my own

The fault is my own

I will never know

Myself until I do this on my own

And I will never feel

Anything else until my wounds are healed

I will never beAnything 'til I break away from me

And I will break awayI'll find myself today

I want to heal

I want to feel like I'm

Somewhere I belong

hmmms. this is ber~'s fave song..

i know, i'm missing him..

melt da frozen hart of mine;